Almost every month I have a couple of dreams about my husband Alonzo leaving me for his ex Tyffani. A lot of the dreams take place at our old high school. All dreams i can tell we are high schoolers because my husband looks younger in the dreams and there are often old peers from HS even if we aren’t physically at the school. All the dreams I am either angry or sad or a combination of both and my husband is usually happy and nonchalant about it. The dreams are always dull in color. The most recent one I had was last night I had a dentist appointment but they couldn’t do the procedure, there was blue gum stuck to my bottom left molar and I couldn’t get it off then my bottom molars fell out (although I could feel all my teeth were loosening) then I went to school (HS) I was sad because I knew my husband (although in the dream he was my boyfriend) had dumped me for his ex. I walked into science class and he was there and he was happy and asked me to sit with him still but I was mad and sad. He was insistent that I sit with him and that we could still be friends but I was just upset.
This isn’t a symbol from a dream. Just something that constantly comes to mind and ways heavy on my heart when praying about some particular challenges I’ve been facing. Over the past few months whenever I Pray about or am faced with the problem I “hear“ (not literally but can feel it in my heart I guess?) “unapologetically me“ and then I wonder what it means.