Can you please help me?
I had two dreams with similar subjects over the span of three days.....
My first dream:
I am living back in the town I lived in before my divorce working at the church where my ex-husband and I worked. I was happy. I was working with the college aged girls and was divorced. My ex-husband suddenly comes to me screaming that I have no business being back in "his town" or working at "his church" and that I am not welcome here. It immediately registered in my spirit that my ex was pursuing one of the girls in my group. I became fiercely protective of her and began screaming at him because he has not dealt with his sin or issues and was going to ruin this girl's life. He started condemning me for moving forward and dating as well. Then, the dream transitioned to an old house in the neighborhood we used to live in. It was not my previous home, but was an old, dilapidated house that was gray, dingy, and dusty. There was clutter everywhere. My ex and I were arguing about which items were mine, his, and his grandparents. Somehow, we argued into the night and fell asleep in the same bad. We were not intimate. We woke the next morning arguing and I was walking through the entire house collecting my things. I went to the attic, the kitchen, the living room, the cellar. When I told him that I was leaving, he mocked me and said to take a few of his boxes (that were trash) while I was at it. The dream transitioned to another location. The top of a large wooded hill. I loaded two large boxes into the bed of a white pick-up truck and then, I saw a huge crow swoop down and pick up this collie-looking dog. I screamed and threw a large rock at the crow breaking its wing. It let the dog go and rolled towards me. Then he asked me why I broke his wing. I asked him why he attacked the dog? At this time, three German Shepard looking dogs came upon the crow. The crow begged me to kill him because he didn't want to be torn apart by the dogs. I refused and he rolled himself off the cliff before the dogs could get to him.
My entire family, my ex-husband, and I were in South Alabama visiting my grandmother. We had such an amazing time. My ex and I had reconciled and were going to get re-married. All of my family was very happy for me and him (this in itself is against all logic because my family would be furious with me if I reconciled). The location was in a small community area (like a tourist market with shops, a playground, restaurants, and cobble-stone streets) and the light was this muted orange color (at night) like it was under a street light. When it was time for us to return home, my family planned on staying there. I became nervous because of me and my ex reconciling and starting a new life together. We also went on a hunt to find my grandmother to say goodbye and she was nowhere to be seen. Somehow, we found her in a hidden room that was gorgeous. Bright lights, antique furniture, vivid colors, and a tv. She was sitting on the couch beside her friend (who, in real-life, has been dead for three years). She told me that she hid because she wasn't happy for me and my ex. We were making a huge mistake and should not be together at all. That broke the spell and I drove away in a broke-down, red car (with windows that didn't work). On my way back home, I found myself running from a woman to whom my ex-husband had apparently sold me into a type of slavery. She was very glamorous and wad trying to get me to sell that type of "glamour" to other women. When it was evident that she wanted me to prostitute myself to men, I ran. She came after me with the intent of killing me if I didn't return to her. On the run, I met others who were running from her as well. We hid in tunnels and playgrounds. There was a red helicopter that was pursuing us throughout the remainder of the dream.