I had a dream I was in the deep end of a swimming pool at my brother in law's house with my 5 year old daughter and there were slats over the pool where someone could walk over the pool yet still touch the water. (The slats we're probably a few inches apart.) A ninja dressed in black and face covered plunged a Samurai sword through the slats a few feet away from me and in that moment I knew that to get my baby girl out of the pool I had to die. I kissed her and told her "I love you deeply.." then the dream was over.
This is actually a really good dream about moving deeper in the things of the spirit. There is grace for you to walk in a place of real faith and overcome significant obstacles, however, it is going to require that you die to your old self and way of thinking in order to move into a place where you can use what you have been learning.