In my dream, there was a level of subconcious that you could only reach if you were dead, but if you were alive, someone who was dead could bring you there. Barney the dinosaur brought my dad there and someone brought my friend and me there. I couldn’t tell who my friend was and it took us a while to figure out where we were. Once we knew that everyone here was dead, my friend said ”I wonder if my friends are here!” and I said ”I wonder if AJ is here!” (AJ is my nephew that passed away when he was 11 and I was in high school) But someone had let me know that kids aren’t usually in this place. so, my friend and I continued into this big crowd and she found her friends that had died. I look to the very back of the crowd and I see AJ. He looks like a perfect mixture of himself and his little brother. I run to him and Im crying and hugging him. He was bundled up because it was cold outside. We started talking and I asked him what he likes to do for fun in this place and he told me that he likes to fish and that that would make Papa (my dad) happy. We kept talking and i sat on the floor and he sat in my lap. he asked me if everyone misses him. i told him that everyone misses him a lot and that we think about him everyday.
i woke up crying shortly after. every time i have told anyone about this dream i cry. AJ had a rare disease that basically left him a vegetable his whole life.