I'm the lead on a school play. There is a girl in the audience who isn't my biggest fan but loved the performance, she didn't know it was me as the lead and for some reason She was in a costume because as her self She wasn't allowed to be there. She loved it so much she went to see it twice but the second time I wasn't in it. This really upset her to the point of interrupting the play, then walking out.
After a bunch of drama that happened between she and i that I can't remember she and i become friends. (Us not beimg friemds had nothing to do woth why she couldnt be herself, but i helped make it possible) She is finally allowed to be her self at school so she can see the play. That day she wakes up happy, so excited. She walked out of her room and in in the hallway of the school and sees a boy directly across from her with blood all over him. Before she notices the blood she notices how handsome he was. She rushed to him to help and he slits her wrist. She dies.
The day starts over same thing wakes up happy walks out sees the boy except this time she runs for help and he starts chasing her. She makes it to a councelers office ( a tall black old man) as she tries to baracade the door as she begs for help from him but he just stands there. Eventually he lets the boy in and he kills her again.
The day starts over again same thing except this time she runs to find me. He wrist are already cut so I'm panicking trying to save her life. (I descover Her pretend self is behind the murder because of jealousy and miss understanding about the play. ) no one seems to care she is dying. I can not get anyone to help. I call 911 but i know it's too late. They get there and se even try to save her, they just blame me for not doing enough and letting her die.
At the end of the dream I'm sitting in my old drive was with my hands in my face crying. The end.
Was this dream in full color or more muted? Did you recognize the girl you were trying to help? If so, what was her name?
It was in color, I did not recognize the girl, yet she seem familiar. She did not have a name. She was not allowed one.
Also the councilor was like her guardian/ captor. He was the reason she wasn't allowed to be her self. Their relationship is also why she ran to him for help.
This dream seems to relate to trauma from your past and issues you have had with accepting yourself and your gifts. The enemy has desired to destroy you and has tried in many different ways (from direct physical efforts to spiritual assault intended to keep you from knowing who you are) to keep you from your destiny. You have had people in authority in your life who ended up being influenced by the enemy and of little help in keeping you safe and there have even been times you have blamed yourself for what you have lost. This dream is intended to assure you that you have tremendous value in the Kingdom and that there is nothing you can do, but that trusting the Lord is enough.
Wow, I will forever be in awe at how the Lord blesses those with gifts such as yours. I know that dreaming is only half of a dreamers gift and I look forward to growing into the second half of my dreamer gift. I thank the Lord that he will one day use me to bless others with understand just like you do.
Thank you for being obediant to the calling God has placed on your life.