I had 2 dreams in one night. I can’t remember most of the details but the feeling of both stuck with me.
first dream: I was supposed to meet with a childhood friend April and I was very excited. We haven’t seen each other in a while. We were supposed to go out at 7:00. Someone (my dad I think) reminded me that I had a baby (I don’t think it was mine but for some reason I was responsible for it) that I needed to keep until my mom got home. I told April I couldn’t make it and I was very disappointed. Mom then showed up and I realized that I could have made it after all. I tried texting April to see if she still wanted to go but she didn’t respond. I was extremely disappointed.
2nd dream: One of my online kids paid my way to China. I was so excited! I got there and was just intrigued with my surroundings. The little girl that paid my way interpreted some for me but the mom knew English and she talked a lot. I felt so incredibly excited and couldn’t believe that it was happening!
The contrast in the feelings in the dreams is huge and I can’t help but feel that God is highlighting the difference.
Thanks for any insight.