First part: I was in my old house (house as a child and also lived in same old house when 22-26 years old.) My current husband and I were in the big living room. There was a big picture window in the front facing the front yard. People were out in the yard. The window seemed bigger than it did in real life. I wanted to cover the window since people were outside. There was a yellow sheer curtain on the whole window. Then there was a sheer orange curtain in front of the other. It was not quite large enough to cover the whole window. I slid it to the middle and it completely covered the middle section. The ends of the windows were exposed (both end parts were windows you could open - like in real life ).
Second part: At some type of marketing event. My old friend Susan and my ex-boyfriend - Rich (susan's cousin.) Susan and were walking around - I could see one of my newborn photography beds props - on display in a couple of places. (in real life I am a newborn photographer but lacking in customers) Then with I was with Rich. He begins kissing me and I really wantede him to. But don't think he really means it - I said "Don't tease me". Then he kisses me passionately.
Past house, past friend, past boyfriend.... current husband.
Hi @Ginger Beady
I think the first dream talks about the fear you have inside you because you are afraid to hope. This may have to do with your experience growing up. And perhaps there was lack in demonstration of love and steadfastness from those around you growing up. Looking into these issues from the past will allow your relationship with your husband to have greater intimacy and acceptance.
second dream: when temptation of the ways of the world (power, wealth) come your way, stay faithful to what you know to be true and that experience will bring you to even deeper level of spiritual maturity.
@Michael B. French