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I was working for a woman named Sandra Sanders (former coworker in real life). I was pregnant and knew that I was only a few days away my due date. I am starting to feel like I am about to go into labor. I told Sandra, "You know that very soon there is going to be a day that I don't come to work" (because of having baby). I went home. My husband is there. I have a infant/baby there, a baby girl about one month old or there about. She has a dirty diaper and it is a real mess. I clean her up and put a new diaper on, etc. I then am holding her. She is beautiful with a lot of thick, black hair. Then I realize I am having cramping, I recognize it as the beginning of labor from my previous experience. I tell my husband it is time and that I am beginning labor.
Then I don't know where the first baby is at. I look around and see sooo much "stuff" in the room. It is all grey too. I think the baby got misplaced in there somewhere.
I was still looking for the baby when I woke up. I was upset about losing the baby.
(The same night or same dream?? - I was trying to get washed up and dressed. I could not find a private place to do it. I think my shirt was off and I was trying to get to a bathroom. I find a bathroom in this house (not my realife house). The window is boarded up and I am glad but curious what is behind the window. I pull it back and see that a small place between this house and the house next door. A couple of vehicles are parked there. No wonder it was boarded up, not much of a view. Then I look behind me... the whole back wall to the bathroom is open to a big empty, unfinished portion of the house - with an opening to the outside space.
Not sure if the dreams are connected.
Thank you!
Great!!! I'm so glad! Sandra means: protector or defender of man. So i can see how the name applies because this dream is about protecting this young 'baby'. Great call on that!!
And YES!! It IS hard to interpret our own dreams!! LOL
@Ginger Beady @Michael B. French
HI Ginger, I am a level 1 student in the Dream Mentoring Interpretation course, interpreting your dream for a class assignment.
Although, babies do mean gifting, blessings or promises, I do not feel like this is about 'losing' one gift for another. What I sense is that there is a gifting or promise, maybe a ministry, that is relatively new or young, that is sometimes messy, but you have the ability to clean up the mess. However, I feel like this dream is also pointing you to not lose this (promise, blessing or ministry) in the 'clutter' of life, the other 'stuff' that surrounds you while you are anticipating/expecting other things to come.
The second part of the dream I sense is about healing from something in your past that you have closed your heart off too, that left you feeling vulnerable or exposed.
I hope this helps!!!!
@kelli.buryn
I believe the first baby and second baby are gifts. I am not understanding if I need to focus on not losing the first baby (thus a correction or redirection) OR if I have to let go of the first baby/gifting in order to have the new? Is there a danager in the new gifting taking me away from a gifting that I am neglecting ? Or is it okay?